oh yeah.. && can you guys do me a favor??
.. my myspace got deleted. i was veryy madd, i lost everything, like all the friends

sooo add meee please
www.myspace.com/nomore__lies

thankss!

&& new layout, it's messed up a little though?

but i put a song on tooo! jack's mannequin - bruised.
if you don't like it, i don't care. k? =]

edit :: i fixed the layout!!!

YAYY! new posttt. DON'T FORGET TO COMMENT.

I heard somewhere that everyone has at least
5 dreams a night even if they don't remember them.
so that's what? 30 billion dreams? at least one
of them has to be about me<33

it's weird, i mean yeah i miss you, but it's soo much more than that. i miss the way my heart just stopped at the sight of you and your smile but the sad part is, it's not only your smile thats missing, mine is too.

Too good to be true
Too bad to be real

the more and more time i spend with you, the more and more i realize that i am doing the one thing i told myself i would never do again...fall in love

And so tonight, I put in the sad songs, plug in the headphones, and crank up the volume, just so I can drain the night away.

It's kinda like your a rockstar
&& I want your autograph on my heart.

my school – terrible
almost all of the guys – nasty
the girls – even worse
my home – don’t get me started
the outside world – clueless
my thoughts about all of this -
uncaring because i know ,
through all of this ,
i will always have you

when i listen to the music,
&& turn it up really loud,
all my thoughts go away
at least just for a little while*

Everything happens for a reason, Sometimes things fall apart just so other things can fall together. But in the end, what's meant to be, will always find it's way <3

It's not up to me anymore
if you want me in your life ..
you'll find a way to put me there

sometimes you just need to be with the person
who makes you smile. even if it means waiting.

The real reason music matters so much
to people is simple; it won't ever let you down.

&; We'll discover new music together.
We'll call it our band and nobody else
will know about it. We'll fall in love while
listening to it during long drives while
squeezin each others hands to the beat.

she'll never admit
you're the only thing
thats ever on her mind.<|3

I won't hang around forever.
 that's not what i'm about.  i won't stand in line to fall behind.  that kind of love i can live without.

I love you,
I hate you,
& I miss you
all at the same time

once you get everything straightened out & you
begin to enjoy life.. something happens
it happens because there has to be some kind of
event that hits you in the face and makes
you realize its not all gonna come easy..
you have to work at love & dry your tears..
friends will come and go.. and guess what..
there will be others.
not every relationship will be enchanting &
perfect.. and if its meant to be..
it will always find a way..

I want a guy that I can go up to
With mascara running down my cheeks..
and the first thing he says is
" Who's ass am I kickin? "

when the lights go out in the city, i'll be there to brighten up your world.

what's wierd is that day by day, nothing seems to change. but before you know it ; everything's different <|3

life takes turns when you don't want it to take turns & thats just part of life. it's just something that we have to accept, knowing that tomorrow is not always promised <3

When this is said & done
I really hope you look back &
wonder if maybe falling in love
with me wasn't such a bad thing

he's my best friend you know..the kind where
at the end of the day i love to come home
and talk to him on the phone
the kind where i long for the weekend
so i can see him. he's more than my best friend
he's my world <3

I can hear the clock ticking
It's telling me it's time.
Pack my bags, never look back,
Leave the past behind.

DO I HAVE TO SPELL iT OUT TO YOU
       OR SCREAM iT TO YOUR FACE
THE CHEMiSTRY BETWEEN US
        COULD DESTROY THiS PLACE<3

and the sad part is,
that no matter what goes on this year,
when you come running back to me again
you know i'll be here

would you believe me if i
said i didn`t need you?
cause i wouldn`t believe you
if you said the same to me
and near death. last breath.
barely hanging on.
would you believe me if i
said i didn`t need you?

I'll be true, I'll be useful...
I'll be cavalier...I'll be yours my dear.
And I'll belong to you...
If you'll just let me through.

they call kids like us vicious
and carved out of stone
but for what we've become..
we just feel more alone
always weigh what i've got
against what i left
so progress report:
i am missing you to death <|3

it's completely impossible to find a guy who won't ever hurt you,
so go for the one who will make all the pain worthwhile <3

so kiss me under the street light,
tell me that you'll love me forever
& please promise that you'll be the only boy
who doesn't turn out just like the rest <3

shove my body up against yours
&& kiss me like you mean it
lets blind ourselves by love &&
be deaf to all who says it's fatal.

you can always tell when people are best friends
because they're always having way more fun
than it makes sense to be having <3

but the struggles make you stronger & the changes make you wise.
and happiness has its own way of taking its sweet time <3

true friends are like chinese take out.
they are depedable, enjoyable, and
just a phone call away <3

but i know that good things come to those who wait,
& better things will come to those who don't give up
so mine should be coming any day <3

Write me off, give up on me
Cause darling, what did you expect
I'm just off a lost cause
a long shot, don't even take this bet

You can sit there and be laughing at someone
&& only your best friends know exactly what it's about

tonight, just sitting across from you, saying nothing,
you looking at me & me looking at you. for the first
time in awhile i could tell you knew i was thinking
about you & i knew you didn't mind

so let's flip for it.
heads; you're mine.
tails; im yours. <3

she's my best friend
break her heart
& i'll break your face

s o j u s t h o l d h e r c l o s e
&& let her see the world clearly
for the first time in her life

Sometime... me think, what is friend?
& then me say, friend is someone
to share the last cookie with.
-Cookie Monster

& they were walking through the park.
hand in hand.
arguing over who loved who more.<3

k that's itt!.. as far as the icons go i probably posted some old ones. but enjoyy! <333

no post but if u have myspace check out my layout site!!!

www.myspace.com/xx__layoutsss

.. so much for posting more often. sorryy, i just get really busy, and my internet is usually reallyyy slow.
soo.. i just hope you enjoy the posts that i do give!<3

maybe sometimes you have to stop waiting
for someone to come along and fix what's
wrong maybe you have to stop feeling sorry
for yourself and realize that no one else has
the answer. sometimes you've got to be
---> * your o w n hero.

when you kissed me, i considered it as my first kiss.
because afterwards, all of the other kisses were
____ f o r g o t t e n<3

even the sweetest dream ; couldn't
compare to when your-holding me.

you can miss someone that died.
you can miss someone that moved away
but the worst way to miss someone,
is when you see them everyday.

she loves you, i can tell.
just look into her eyes, it`s there.
a love so strong it bleeds through the skin,
when you`re around ; she glows. <3

i want to be everything you need, every sight you see.
Making you go crazy- slightly your disease.
A love without a cure, no uncertainties for sure.
The closest thing to alcohol that calls you back for more

 
There's A Song Blaring In Her
Headphones That Reminds Her
Of A Boy That Will Never Care</3

i just wish you would knock on my window
in the rain late at night && say
"baby, im sorry, i need you". <3

Never doubt that I love you.
I need you more than you know.

BEAUTIFUL DISASTER.
She sparkles when she breaks.
She's trying to find out who she is but the worlds a plastic place.
She doesn't know where she belongs.
She can't tell where she fits.
They think shes perfect, number one, and she's getting sick of it.
She just needs to let go once in awhile.
You'd never guess there's tears behind her smile.

And today I missed you
and I hate myself for it

what would i be without my
friends ? - probably normal

He looks at her with questioning eyes, she gives a little smile and says "baby, you'll never get to know."

Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting... and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isnt anyone who wont take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait...

i only want three things:
   - eyes that won't cry
   - lips that won't lie
   - and a love that won't die<3

oh don't worry about her. she's always upset ; she's always
in love with someone who doesn't love her back. she's
always heart broken so she's fine by now. she's used to it <|3

if you don't like me - there's nothing i can do
news flash girl ; i don't live to please you.

Don't tell me who I am because unless I write all my
thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it to you,
you don't even know half of my life.

i don't understand how i can
miss you when i never even had you
& i know that i never can..</3

take a bow.. hear the applause? my heart is broken and you're the cause.. i played your game, and it looks like you've won.. congradulations baby, i hope you had fun.

and it's just like me to overanalyze your every word.
.. thinking that maybe for a second, it meant something.

COMMENTS!!

I look at you
&& motherfuckingassholeihopeyoufuckingdie
comes to mind

&& she knows it time to make a change here. && time to get away.
&& she knows it's time for all the wrong reasons && time to end the pain

i'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go. but wouldn't know a good  thing if it came up and slit my throat.

i`m a mess & my room usually is too. i laugh at the stupidest things, and say the wrong thing at the wrong times. i cry for no reason. sometimes i get mad easily. but i`m just me & that`s all i can be.

i'm at this point in my life, where i'm just daring someone to push me off a cliff. just to see if i'm strong enough to fly.

for some fucked up reason
your still in my heart _ <3

So I will save this last breath for words that I won't scream. I don't feel like dying, but you're killing me.

have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield

she's wondering what love is.
because everything she thought
she knew, seems so wrong now.

this might just be a waste of time
but there`s no one
i`d rather waste my time with

put the lies down,
let's hear you say
what you really mean.

she's deeper than you think.
she has secrets too.

People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is gonna take away all the hurt and all the pain.  Well, I've tried that.  I've tried hiding my sorrows, and covering the sadness in my smile, and what I've learned is when it hurts this much inside, your heart always has a way of showing it, no matter how many masks you wear.

I hate this, I've never felt worse in my life.  I need to talk to someone, but no one would understand.  I'm feeling completely alone and it's not like I have anyone to turn to anyway.  I guess I'm just at a point in my life where I honesty don't know what to do with myself

Missing someone feels like the earth crumbles beneath you - you are falling with nothing to grab, and it comes when you don't expect it, and it never stops coming.

Christmas has been cancelled,
& it is all your fault cus you told Santa you had been good this year & he died laughing.
( this made me laugh; even though xmass is over =] )

It was then in that moment
when i saw you in the hall way with that other girl
& you were pointing to me saying..
"that girl has my heart, not you."
That made me realize just how amazing you truly were.

these cold winter nights without you next to me ; it feels like twenty below frost bite on my heart. <|3

don't tell me you love me unless it's true because i might do something stupid like believe you. <|3

i'm trying to find truth
in words, in rhymes, in notes
in all the things i wish i'd wrote
cause i feel like i've been losing you.

a thousand words,
but none were spoken,
guess there's nothing left to say..
another dream just broken,
guess things just turn out that way

what have i done?
these bridges are burned
but the ashes remain
and i'm scavanging
every piece untill
it drives me insane.
tell me something.
anything.

i'm broken hearted on the floor my tears seep through the cracks under the door, where im locked in and shut down...
im so sick of picking myself up off the ground

why do girls always run from the guy who would do anything to make them happy. yet they fight for the ones who make them cry.

since we`re both being brutally honest here...
you were the stupidest mistake i ever had the pleasure of making.

i plunge without a light to follow,
but i swear that i would follow anything
just get me out of here.

i wanna run with a reckless emotion
i wanna feel till my heart breaks right open

You don't know what you put me through,
but it's okay, I've forgotten you. And in
some way, I hope it fucks with you to
know I'm okay and I made it through.

comments pleaseee<3
=] kthanx.